January 26, 2009


Feeling very alone today. Very unheard -- both in the hevanlies and here on earth. Tired of being alone and taking care of things. Feel very much that it doesn't matter what I do or don't do - as no one notices anyhow. Very taken for granted.

And oh let's see on top of that we've got a dog that's dying and I don't know what to do; Noah's sick, we're broke and I don't know if world mandate did Ross any good at all. Nt to mention a husband I can't get ahold of who doesn't communicate with me.

And no it's not a pity party it's the truth...

1 comment:

Nicolle Fletcher said...

Holly! I am sorry that this day has brought you pain of all sorts. Be encouraged sister...your labor is not in vain. Don't be weary in well doing...in due season you shall reap, IF you faint NOT! Let the Lord be your husband. Let His word pour into living water to your soul. Feed on Christ. I just posted the ruth series and you sound like Noami. But what Noami had not calculated is that God prepared Ruth as an encouragement to Noami. Noami thought she had nothing to offer, but Ruth saw life dispite all the death that was surrounding them. Take heart God has not forgotten you nor your family and their present needs. God is teaching you something RIGHT NOW in the middle of the storm. Holly Christ is your hope...Don't just make that head knowledge...Ask Christ to make your heart!

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